Chapter 8: deep wonderings

~our driveway
~lookin out the window- back yard..very artistic i reckon.. i lyk photography but i didn take it as a subject even tho i took the bloody prerequisite cuz i didnt want the bloody teachers tellin me how to photograph.

LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW..
i had this bet on that it would snow this week and wadyano! 1st day of the week n its snowing my ass off..
Its such a waste cuz im sick.. n i'd probly drop dead if i had a fight..

basically some thoughts that i hav.. usually when im bored and yea.. its stuff 2 thnk about that will take u 2 a galaxy far far away.. or nowhere..
its probably easier if they'r in bullet points..or else it'd b difficult 2 tell wher 1 thot ends n another begins.

• am i sleeping? or dreaming rite now?? and one day i'll just wake up in a whole diffrnt world?? wat if ther's no such thng as death.. u just keep waking up... man that wud suck..i thot of this b4 i saw the matrix.. n i told ppl n they wer lyk.. yea.. i thnk ur talkin bout the matrix .. n apparently it was a gud movie so i didn wana b the loser that hadnt seen it.. but now i hav.. n its kinda wat i had in mind.. but not really. mines a bit less interesting n a bit mor real..lyk.. we'r not all pluggd in2 the same thing.. this is my dream.. none of u exist.. n some pervs r monitoring my thots cuz im this genius in the real world.. n they wana figure out how to thnk n learn from the master hmm i bet they'r gettin freakd out now huh.. how doya thnk i figurd out ur plan? im a genius! ur a bunch of mind numbingly stupid ppl hu thnk u can outsmart me!? oh no.. hav i said too much? dont do the cowardly thng and kill me in my sleep.. hav a lil decncy lyk that dude bill in kill bill..
• do ppl c diffrnt colors? lyk my red is ur yellow.. so if we swappd eyes n optic nerves we wud b lyk.. woah.. this world is totally crazae..yeah..
• a thot frm my speech: aliens r ppl frm the future...
• we all hav a soul mate.. we gt a/2 chances 2 meet them.. if we dont make somethin out of it or realis our destinial partner..thn no soulmate 4 u dumbass..and if ur soulm8 dies..u do too
• do u burn more calories in Antarctica wher its real cold n ur insulation wears thin.. or do u burn mor in a desert.. sweating..
• when u call ppl stupid.. r retards mor offended or mentally able pps? retards aye.. so u shud only b offended if its the truth..say.. if i call u ugly and ur offended then.. ur ugly..
• Ppl tend 2 stay away from orange flavourd lollies.. incl. me.. i lyk oranges.. y r the lollies so disgusting? wat is that weird taste.. y don't they stop putting those black jelly beans in the mix and putting less orange flavoured/less popular ones in the mix.. i mean those rare ppl who do like them can buy a separate pack of them. don't force them on the rest of us
  
• i actually had heaps of otha deep thots~ being the deep person i am.. bt i cant remember them now.. so ill just leave it at TO BE CONTINUED